I have experienced grief in my lifetime. My grandparents, my great aunt and uncle. But this is on a whole new level.

This time I’ve lost my person. The man I was to be planning my wedding with, our story was only just beginning then, out of the blue he’s taken from me far to soon.

We knew the cancer was terminal that was a shock but we both came to terms with it and thought we just have to bring the wedding forward and make as many memories as we can.

Fast forward not even 4 weeks and he’s gone. I feel shock, upset, angry every other emotion there is.

I was to be planning our wedding not his funeral.

I have some days that are better than others but some days where I just want to curl up and cry. 😢

I know he wouldn’t want me to be sad and to continue the story with him in my heart. But I’m not going to lie it’s hard, really hard.

I’m like a jigsaw puzzle in a thousand broken pieces but friends and family are helping me get back together one piece at a time.

R.I.P My soulmate, my best friend, fiancé and lover. You will always be in my heart ❤️

Love you too infinity and beyond ♾🪐